then i saw her face

i'd like to say that shrek totally ruined that "i'm a believer" song by the monkees for me, but i think i really dislike it either way.

high school parties or how my family decided my fate in teen popularity

i just had a memory of being a teenager and going to parties where i'd be smoking pot and hanging with friends and my stepdad would come pick me up when i wouldn't answer my phone and send my brother louie in to get me. i'd be stoned and all of a sudden see louie and he'd say, dad said let's go. i'd tell him okay, i'll be there in a minute go back outside, but he'd stand there and say DAD SAID NOW and all the cooler older kids would snicker and i'd feel stupid as i walked out to my dad's minivan with everybody watching.

I NEED

a) to get out of default with my student loans so i can start receiving financial aid again and go to school
b) to find a job in austin
c) to find an apartment in austin
d) to find that fucking chapstick i just bought

i truly am

the last bastion.

best thing i've ever been told

"helping you is Draconian."

ha.

i mean, i really like the pixies, a lot, but the song "crackity jones" really grosses me out. maybe it's those feral noises he makes.

naaaa i really wanna see you

i decided today that this is definitely my favorite song ever.