august playlist

nick gilder - here comes the night
david bowie - sound and vision
the beach boys - aren't you glad?
lee fields & the expressions - love comes and goes
devo - gates of steel
carly simon - why
the jacksons - let me show you the way to go
phil collins - another day in paradise
talking heads - psycho killer
fleetwood mac - the chain

late in the game

we went to summerfest yesterday and i finally saw of montreal live. it's not that i'd never had the chance to before, i just never wanted to. i never got into them in high school and the people i knew that liked them were really lame so i naturally never looked into them. but this isn't about their music. all i have to say, really, is that kevin barnes is quite possibly the sexiest man i've ever seen. not the best looking guy, not the hottest guy, just literally the SEXIEST. my crotch feels tingly when i look at him. it's like the way i felt about dr. frank n furter from rocky horror.

a compliment

jason said we have the same body; that's what's up.

wants and needs

greetings from belgrave, pt. 2

a follow up to a previous conversation that took place on soulseek. refer to earlier blog.


[15:37][radiojat@sezampro.yu] VERONICA!!!!
[15:37][radiojat@sezampro.yu] ARE YOU THERE?
[15:37][ponycomb] yes!
[15:37][radiojat@sezampro.yu] WHAT IS NEW?
[15:37][ponycomb] nothing, i'm at work
[15:38][radiojat@sezampro.yu] AHAAA
[15:38][radiojat@sezampro.yu] CAN WE TALK A LITTLE?
[15:38][ponycomb] sure, what's up?
[15:38][radiojat@sezampro.yu] NOTHING
[15:39][radiojat@sezampro.yu] SPECIALLY
[15:39][radiojat@sezampro.yu] I MAKE MY DISKS
[15:39][radiojat@sezampro.yu] AND SALE
[15:39][radiojat@sezampro.yu] ON THE STREET
[15:39][radiojat@sezampro.yu] TO SURVIVE
[15:39][ponycomb] yes, you told me this
[15:39][radiojat@sezampro.yu] YOU?
[15:39][ponycomb] i work for an attorney
[15:39][radiojat@sezampro.yu] HOW ARE YOUR BOYFRIEND?
[15:39][ponycomb] he's good thank you
[15:40][radiojat@sezampro.yu] WHEN YOU MARIE?
[15:40][ponycomb] who knows
[15:40][ponycomb] i dont know if i want to
[15:40][radiojat@sezampro.yu] HHAHA
[15:40][radiojat@sezampro.yu] IF HE NOT WANT
[15:40][radiojat@sezampro.yu] I WILL COME
[15:40][radiojat@sezampro.yu] IN HUSTON
[15:40][radiojat@sezampro.yu] OK?
[15:40][ponycomb] haha you don't even know what i look like
[15:40][radiojat@sezampro.yu] OK MAYBE NOW
[15:40][radiojat@sezampro.yu] I CAN??
[15:40][ponycomb] you can what
[15:41][radiojat@sezampro.yu] TO SEE YOU
[15:41][radiojat@sezampro.yu] ONA FOTO
[15:41][ponycomb] sure, you want to see a picture?
[15:41][radiojat@sezampro.yu] ON A
[15:41][radiojat@sezampro.yu] AHAAA
[15:41][radiojat@sezampro.yu] WITHOUT YOUR BOY!!
[15:41][radiojat@sezampro.yu] PLEASE
[15:41][radiojat@sezampro.yu] HAHAHAH
[15:41][ponycomb] haha, okay.
[15:41][radiojat@sezampro.yu] HAVE YOU MAYBE MSN?
[15:42][ponycomb] no i don't
[15:42][ponycomb] hold on, i will give you a link
[15:43][radiojat@sezampro.yu] OK
[15:43][radiojat@sezampro.yu] DO YOU SEEE MINE
[15:43][radiojat@sezampro.yu] ?
[15:43][ponycomb] no i don't see yours
[15:43][ponycomb] can i see it please
[15:43][radiojat@sezampro.yu] ON A SOULSEEK
[15:43][radiojat@sezampro.yu] YESS
[15:43][ponycomb] how can i see it?
[15:43][radiojat@sezampro.yu] YOU HAVE ON GET USER INFO
[15:43][radiojat@sezampro.yu] OK
[15:43][radiojat@sezampro.yu] I EXPLANE YOU
[15:43][radiojat@sezampro.yu] 1.
[15:43][radiojat@sezampro.yu] PUT MY NICK NAME
[15:43][radiojat@sezampro.yu] IN A USER LIST
[15:43][radiojat@sezampro.yu] OK?
[15:44][ponycomb] oh yes okay
[15:44][ponycomb] i see it
[15:44][ponycomb] i'll put one on mine hang on
[15:44][radiojat@sezampro.yu] AND
[15:44][radiojat@sezampro.yu] 2.
[15:44][radiojat@sezampro.yu] RIGHT KLIK
[15:44][radiojat@sezampro.yu] AND GET USER INFO
[15:45][ponycomb] i saw it already!
[15:45][ponycomb] i got it, thanks.
[15:45][radiojat@sezampro.yu] 3.SEE A PICTURE
[15:45][radiojat@sezampro.yu] AHAAA
[15:45][radiojat@sezampro.yu] AND.....?
[15:45][radiojat@sezampro.yu] CLONEY OR ME?
[15:45][ponycomb] wait hang on
[15:45][radiojat@sezampro.yu] AHAA
[15:45][ponycomb] ok i put a picture of me.
[15:45][ponycomb] it's kind of blurry but it will have to suffice
[15:45][radiojat@sezampro.yu] IN A SOUL??
[15:46][ponycomb] yes, in soulseek
[15:46][radiojat@sezampro.yu] AHA
[15:46][radiojat@sezampro.yu] I WILL GO NOW
[15:46][radiojat@sezampro.yu] MOMEENT
[15:47][radiojat@sezampro.yu] MMMMMMM
[15:47][radiojat@sezampro.yu] YOU ARE MY TYPE!!!!!!
[15:47][ponycomb] hahaha
[15:47][ponycomb] what type is that
[15:47][radiojat@sezampro.yu] YESSS
[15:47][radiojat@sezampro.yu] REALLY
[15:47][radiojat@sezampro.yu] CAN I??
[15:47][ponycomb] can you waht
[15:47][radiojat@sezampro.yu] TO SAY YOU
[15:47][radiojat@sezampro.yu] ?
[15:47][ponycomb] i dont understand
[15:48][radiojat@sezampro.yu] IT IS MY FETISH,YOU KNOW'
[15:48][radiojat@sezampro.yu] ?
[15:48][radiojat@sezampro.yu] THE WOMAN WITH GLASSES
[15:48][radiojat@sezampro.yu] IT IS VERY SEXY FOR ME!!!
[15:48][ponycomb] haha
[15:48][ponycomb] i see
[15:50][radiojat@sezampro.yu] WHAT?
[15:50][radiojat@sezampro.yu] DO YOU SEE MINE?
[15:50][ponycomb] yes i saw yours, too
[15:50][radiojat@sezampro.yu] AND...?
[15:50][radiojat@sezampro.yu] COMENTAR?
[15:50][ponycomb] it's a nice picture

***this is his photo:

[15:50][radiojat@sezampro.yu] HAHAHA
[15:51][radiojat@sezampro.yu] NICE PICTURE
[15:51][radiojat@sezampro.yu] OR NICE MAN
[15:51][radiojat@sezampro.yu] ?
[15:51][ponycomb] i don't understand the distinction
[15:51][radiojat@sezampro.yu] UFFF
[15:51][radiojat@sezampro.yu] VERONICA
[15:51][radiojat@sezampro.yu] IT IS INTERNET
[15:51][radiojat@sezampro.yu] NOT BE
[15:51][radiojat@sezampro.yu] SO
[15:51][radiojat@sezampro.yu] SERIUOS
[15:51][ponycomb] hahaha
[15:51][radiojat@sezampro.yu] RELAX
[15:51][radiojat@sezampro.yu] IF YOU CAN
[15:52] [ponycomb] well, i gotta go!
[15:53][radiojat@sezampro.yu] OK BYE VERONICA LOVE

given the choice,

i'd rather have james spader as my boss. he can spank me anytime.

greetings from belgrave

a conversation that took place on soulseek


[13:50][radiojat@sezampro.yu] HELLO
[13:50][ponycomb] hey
[13:50][radiojat@sezampro.yu] BELGRADE SERBIA HERE
[13:50][ponycomb] houston, texas here
[13:50][ponycomb] usa
[13:50][ponycomb] 713
[13:51][radiojat@sezampro.yu] WOWW
[13:51][radiojat@sezampro.yu] WHAT IS 713
[13:51][radiojat@sezampro.yu] ?
[13:51][ponycomb] our area code
[13:51][radiojat@sezampro.yu] AHAA
[13:51][radiojat@sezampro.yu] I MEAN THAT I MET ONE INTERESTING MAN
[13:51][radiojat@sezampro.yu] TURIST IN BELGRADE
[13:51][radiojat@sezampro.yu] THIS
[13:51][radiojat@sezampro.yu] SUMMER
[13:52][radiojat@sezampro.yu] ON THE STREET
[13:52][radiojat@sezampro.yu] BECOUSE I AM SALER OF DISKS
[13:52][radiojat@sezampro.yu] ON A STREET TO SZRVIVE
[13:52][ponycomb] what sort of disks
[13:52][radiojat@sezampro.yu] SURVIVE
[13:52][ponycomb] music
[13:52][radiojat@sezampro.yu] EVERGREEN
[13:52][radiojat@sezampro.yu] OLD
[13:52][radiojat@sezampro.yu] MUSIK FROM 50'S
[13:52][radiojat@sezampro.yu] 60'S
[13:52][ponycomb] american?
[13:52][radiojat@sezampro.yu] AND 70'S
[13:52][radiojat@sezampro.yu] IT IS GOOD MUSIK FOR ME
[13:52][ponycomb] i agree
[13:52][radiojat@sezampro.yu] SHOURE
[13:53][ponycomb] that's my favorite kind of music
[13:53][radiojat@sezampro.yu] BUT ANY OTHER
[13:53][ponycomb] so why did you message me?
[13:53][radiojat@sezampro.yu] FROM FRANCE ITALIA
[13:53][radiojat@sezampro.yu] GREECE
[13:53][radiojat@sezampro.yu] LATIO AMERICA
[13:53][radiojat@sezampro.yu] JUST A TALK
[13:53][radiojat@sezampro.yu] WITH SOMEONE
[13:53][ponycomb] how did you find me?
[13:53][radiojat@sezampro.yu] CAN WE?
[13:53][ponycomb] of course
[13:53][radiojat@sezampro.yu] REALLY?
[13:53][ponycomb] sure
[13:53][radiojat@sezampro.yu] YOU MUST DOWNLOAD SOME FROM ME
[13:54][ponycomb] i'm trying to browse your files right now
[13:54][radiojat@sezampro.yu] AND I PUT YOU ON MY USER LIST
[13:54][radiojat@sezampro.yu] OK
[13:54][ponycomb] cool i will put you on mine
[13:54][radiojat@sezampro.yu] BUT I NOT PUT ALL MY THINGS
[13:54][ponycomb] although i'm not on my computer so you won't see my files
[13:54][radiojat@sezampro.yu] IN SUL SHARE BOX
[13:54][radiojat@sezampro.yu] MY NAME IS Milan
[13:54][radiojat@sezampro.yu] ok
[13:54][ponycomb] Mine is Veronica
[13:54][ponycomb] I love Eydie Gorme
[13:55][radiojat@sezampro.yu] really
[13:55][radiojat@sezampro.yu] me tooo
[13:55][radiojat@sezampro.yu] !!!!!
[13:55][ponycomb] :)
[13:55][ponycomb] you have some good music
[13:55][radiojat@sezampro.yu] and los panchos
[13:55][radiojat@sezampro.yu] and freddy fender
[13:55][radiojat@sezampro.yu] brook benton
[13:55][radiojat@sezampro.yu] maria dolores pradera
[13:55][radiojat@sezampro.yu] today
[13:55][ponycomb] I have some los panchos records
[13:55][radiojat@sezampro.yu] i listening tommy edwards
[13:55][radiojat@sezampro.yu] and very suprised
[13:55][radiojat@sezampro.yu] with him voice
[13:56][radiojat@sezampro.yu] ahaa
[13:56][radiojat@sezampro.yu] nive to meet you
[13:56][radiojat@sezampro.yu] what are you doing in your life?
[13:56][radiojat@sezampro.yu] oil magnat???
[13:56][radiojat@sezampro.yu] hahahahah
[13:56][ponycomb] hahaha no
[13:56][ponycomb] i work for lawyers
[13:56][radiojat@sezampro.yu] or doctor
[13:57][radiojat@sezampro.yu] in your famousse hospital
[13:57][radiojat@sezampro.yu] ahaaaaaaaaaa
[13:57][radiojat@sezampro.yu] can you defence me
[13:57][ponycomb] you've heard of our hospital?
[13:57][ponycomb] what is your crime
[13:57][radiojat@sezampro.yu] if some inspector
[13:57][radiojat@sezampro.yu] arested me
[13:57][radiojat@sezampro.yu] ?
[13:57][radiojat@sezampro.yu] hahaha
[13:57][ponycomb] for selling illegal music? haha
[13:57][radiojat@sezampro.yu] it is pirate saling
[13:57][radiojat@sezampro.yu] in my country
[13:57][radiojat@sezampro.yu] it is now very serious
[13:58][ponycomb] it's illegal here, too
[13:58][radiojat@sezampro.yu] hm
[13:58][radiojat@sezampro.yu] my english...
[13:58][radiojat@sezampro.yu] but i am employment
[13:58][radiojat@sezampro.yu] now
[13:58][radiojat@sezampro.yu] and must to do
[13:58][radiojat@sezampro.yu] my job
[13:58][ponycomb] i understand
[13:58][radiojat@sezampro.yu] becouse i was musik editor on a radio station
[13:58][radiojat@sezampro.yu] two years ago
[13:58][radiojat@sezampro.yu] very popular in two milion belgarde
[13:59][radiojat@sezampro.yu] city
[13:59][radiojat@sezampro.yu] becouse this kind of musik
[13:59][radiojat@sezampro.yu] and....
[13:59][radiojat@sezampro.yu] BOOM!!!
[13:59][ponycomb] haha
[13:59][radiojat@sezampro.yu] MY DREAMS
[13:59][radiojat@sezampro.yu] WAS KRASHED
[13:59][radiojat@sezampro.yu] MAY I ASK YOU?
[13:59][ponycomb] ask me what
[14:00][radiojat@sezampro.yu] are you maried?
[14:00][radiojat@sezampro.yu] hahahah
[14:00][ponycomb] no
[14:00][radiojat@sezampro.yu] devorced?
[14:00][ponycomb] nope
[14:00][ponycomb] never been married
[14:00][radiojat@sezampro.yu] uff
[14:00][ponycomb] i'm too young
[14:00][ponycomb] i think.
[14:00][ponycomb] i dont want to get married
[14:00][radiojat@sezampro.yu] i am devorced?
[14:00][radiojat@sezampro.yu] !!
[14:00][radiojat@sezampro.yu] and have doughter of 18
[14:00][ponycomb] wow
[14:01][ponycomb] cool
[14:01][radiojat@sezampro.yu] becouse you love woman?
[14:01][ponycomb] no i like men hahaha
[14:01][ponycomb] i just don't want to get married
[14:01][radiojat@sezampro.yu] ok
[14:01][radiojat@sezampro.yu] sorry
[14:01][radiojat@sezampro.yu] if i am little
[14:01][radiojat@sezampro.yu] directly
[14:01][ponycomb] it's okay
[14:02][radiojat@sezampro.yu] can you ask me
[14:02][radiojat@sezampro.yu] to not i put many questions
[14:02][radiojat@sezampro.yu] to you
[14:02][ponycomb] i don't mind
[14:02][radiojat@sezampro.yu] you live alone?
[14:02][ponycomb] no i live with my boyfriend
[14:03][radiojat@sezampro.yu] he is not jelouse
[14:03][radiojat@sezampro.yu] on you
[14:03][radiojat@sezampro.yu] someone?
[14:03][ponycomb] no
[14:03][radiojat@sezampro.yu] in my country
[14:03][radiojat@sezampro.yu] it would be very strange
[14:03][radiojat@sezampro.yu] hahahah
[14:03][ponycomb] what would be strange?
[14:04][radiojat@sezampro.yu] that man is very jelouse
[14:04][ponycomb] why would he be jealous
[14:04][ponycomb] jealous of what
[14:04][radiojat@sezampro.yu] a little
[14:04][radiojat@sezampro.yu] warm bloud
[14:04][radiojat@sezampro.yu] i don't know
[14:04][radiojat@sezampro.yu] maybe
[14:04][ponycomb] it's very different here than there i imagine
[14:04][radiojat@sezampro.yu] when you chet and laughing
[14:04][radiojat@sezampro.yu] with some
[14:05][radiojat@sezampro.yu] person
[14:05][radiojat@sezampro.yu] it would be not
[14:05][radiojat@sezampro.yu] pleasere for him
[14:05][radiojat@sezampro.yu] you can imagine
[14:05][ponycomb] but i don't cheat on my boyfriend
[14:05][radiojat@sezampro.yu] him in his chair
[14:05][radiojat@sezampro.yu] and read newspaper
[14:05][radiojat@sezampro.yu] and you
[14:05][radiojat@sezampro.yu] talk with someone
[14:06][radiojat@sezampro.yu] and mayn time laughing??
[14:06][radiojat@sezampro.yu] ha???
[14:06][radiojat@sezampro.yu] can you imagine this scene
[14:06][radiojat@sezampro.yu] ?
[14:06][ponycomb] that is not cheating
[14:06][ponycomb] haha yes i can but that is not cheating
[14:06][radiojat@sezampro.yu] and after a little time
[14:06][radiojat@sezampro.yu] he put you some questin:
[14:06][radiojat@sezampro.yu] qestion:
[14:06][radiojat@sezampro.yu] darling
[14:07][radiojat@sezampro.yu] ,
[14:07][radiojat@sezampro.yu] with whom you talking???
[14:07][radiojat@sezampro.yu] HAHAHAHAHAH
[14:07][ponycomb] hahaha
[14:07][ponycomb] that is so ridiculous
[14:07][ponycomb] he doesn't care that i am talking to you
[14:07][radiojat@sezampro.yu] do you know
[14:07][radiojat@sezampro.yu] what will be hapened
[14:07][radiojat@sezampro.yu] that night
[14:07][radiojat@sezampro.yu] ahaa
[14:07][radiojat@sezampro.yu] ok
[14:07][radiojat@sezampro.yu] can you imagine??
[14:08][ponycomb] i don't think i can
[14:08][radiojat@sezampro.yu] can i talk you??
[14:08][radiojat@sezampro.yu] in my opinoin
[14:08][radiojat@sezampro.yu] opinion
[14:08][ponycomb] sure
[14:08][radiojat@sezampro.yu] i must
[14:08][radiojat@sezampro.yu] that we will have
[14:09][radiojat@sezampro.yu] very pation making love!!!
[14:09][radiojat@sezampro.yu] explanation?
[14:09][ponycomb] yes please explain
[14:09][radiojat@sezampro.yu] look
[14:09][radiojat@sezampro.yu] i must to go now
[14:09][radiojat@sezampro.yu] realllyyyyyyyyyyy
[14:09][radiojat@sezampro.yu] i get telephone call
[14:09][ponycomb] okay
[14:09][ponycomb] take care
[14:09][radiojat@sezampro.yu] and must to make
[14:10][radiojat@sezampro.yu] my cover
[14:10][radiojat@sezampro.yu] for the disk
[14:10][radiojat@sezampro.yu] becouse my printer is not
[14:10][radiojat@sezampro.yu] good
[14:10][radiojat@sezampro.yu] i must to go
[14:10][ponycomb] well it was nice talking to you
[14:10][radiojat@sezampro.yu] in naighborough
[14:10][radiojat@sezampro.yu] can we
[14:10][radiojat@sezampro.yu] cpontiniu
[14:10][radiojat@sezampro.yu] for a couple hour?
[14:10][radiojat@sezampro.yu] one or two?
[14:10][ponycomb] later, sure
[14:10][radiojat@sezampro.yu] continiu
[14:11][radiojat@sezampro.yu] may i call you?
[14:11][ponycomb] i dont think my boyfriend would like that
[14:11][radiojat@sezampro.yu] ufff
[14:11][radiojat@sezampro.yu] then you call me
[14:11][ponycomb] i can't afford to call belgrave!
[14:11][radiojat@sezampro.yu] when it will be fresh air!!!
[14:11][radiojat@sezampro.yu] ok?
[14:11][ponycomb] i must go now though
[14:11][ponycomb] it was nice talking to you
[14:11][ponycomb] take care
[14:11][radiojat@sezampro.yu] bye
[14:12][radiojat@sezampro.yu] remember
[14:12][radiojat@sezampro.yu] where we stay
[14:12][radiojat@sezampro.yu] good luck