i've reconnected with erin, a controversial figure in my past, but i am at ease with this new development. i doubt if things would ever be the same as they were, but how could they? we are both different people now. it couldn't have happened at a better time, now that i am questioning the roles other people play in my life. i wish i was one of those people who had a friend that i'd known since second grade. unfortunately, there's been a high turnover in my history. issues are coming to a head; it's make or break time. it's interesting that that particular sentiment could apply to several situations in my life.
now, in particular, i wish to start over. wipe my slate, albeit not clean. if only one could attain anonymity and sense of newness without having to move to a new city.
arguably, i am having an identity crisis. but it is only 8:54 a.m., after all, and by tonight, things will look different. something will happen.
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